February 19th, 2012

February 19, 2012

2:38am

I go to sleep when I do to avoid the night.
Darkness, she brings the
thoughts
words
voices
sounds
she brings with her
anxiety
memories I’d rather forget
fear.
The darkness is so
loud
deafening
if hurts my

2:44am

He makes it better but we are so
hot underneath above these blankets.
I drape his arm over me and the thoughts do not
Leave, I beg with every inch of myself.
This is everything I try to avoid
I go to sleep when I do
but they still find me.

2:47am

White noise.
I am wide awake, thinking the
thoughts
words
voices
sounds
memories I’d rather forget
What if he finds me?

2:50am

No. I am safe here with him.
safe
safe
safe
safe
Don’t listen to the loud noise
deafening, it hurts my
present
future.

2:54am