February 12th, 2012

Today, I

met Matthew's grandfather, aunt, and uncle.
waited for Matthew's grandfather to remember names, places, things.
ate a lot of good food.
drank coffee.
drank hot chocolate.
wanted to cry for no reason at all.
laughed.
went for a hike through the forest and watched and listened to the river run alongside us.
did laundry.
read for African American Literature.
talked to my mother.
talked to my sister.
wanted to cry again for her and them because her troubles never stop.
took my dog for a walk.
hugged, kissed, snuggled with him.
loved.